From: [email protected]
Date: 4 Feb 2000 13:51:58 -0500
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I DREAM OF LISA #4 in a Series by Konchok Penday The pickets were at it again today when I made my delivery. Some of the new signs: THERE *IS* LIFE AFTER $CIENTOLOGY! TO BT, OR NOTS TO BT? LOVE YOUR BTs! Wisdom Of God RULES! Wogs Offer God We LRH Obey Obeys God Satan Thetan "OT"? *NO*T! FAIR GAME: NO GAME! NO FAIR! LRH POLICY *IS* HATE LITERATURE PULLED IT IN? PULL IT OUT! ENQUIRING MINDS WANT TO BLOW! . . . made me laugh inside, but I made sure I didn't show it as I went past. They must stay up all night inventing slogans to enturbulate us with. I guess SPs CAN have a sense of humor. What a WASTE! A lot of ON-SOURCE people could use a little of that! Of course, I doubt that humor is ON-POLICY, as it might lead to joking and degrading. I'll keep that DOUBT to myself, however. Even people with the best of intentions can get a little EXTREME. I wish I knew what this "BT" stuff is. The pickets always ask me about "my BTs." What the hell is that? They always laugh at me like it was a huge joke, but I JUST DON'T GET IT! I don't know what is happening, but my senior keeps sending me out on comm-runs to other orgs during picket hours. It's nerve-racking. Several of the pickets know me, and they always talk to me as I walk past. Maybe "BTs" has something to do with NOTS? Truthfully, I'd like to stop and TALK to them. There's *NOBODY* HERE that I DARE to talk to. You really CAN'T TRUST *ANYONE* around here. EVERYONE is AFRAID. If you say the SLIGHTEST wrong word, somebody will write a Knowledge Report on you and you'll be in ethics doing amends projects. They'll turn you in even if they don't want to, because they are afraid THEY will get in trouble for NOT turning you in if you get found out anyway. So I just grit my teeth and look the other way and go about my business. What have I ever done to THEM? WHY are they harrassing ME? I wonder if I've done something to PULL IT IN? They are picketing at night now too. Some of the picketers have translucent signs with small 12-volt flourescent lights inside them, and carry small rechargeable ni-cad battery packs on their belts, so they GLOW IN THE DARK. It's impressive, although very depressing, to see their parade of lights in front of the org at night. Some of them have small portable PA sound systems and talk to us as we go past, or point them at the org. One guy has a sound clip of LRH saying "There is no Christ" over and over again. We had to close all the windows to keep the students from being enturbulated during class. Of course, now there's no ventilation either, so they are sweltering instead. It's too bad the SPs don't use all that creativity to help CLEAR the planet, instead of hurting the people who ARE. WHY won't the police help us with these troublemakers? They are ABUSING their rights, and should have them taken away. They should be put on the RPF, until they COGNITE! Speaking of the RPF, I'm really starting to worry. My stats have been down three weeks in a row. My whole Department has been down for two weeks, but MY stats crashed the week before everyone else's, so I'm afraid they will decide *I* am the SP responsible. I tried to tell my senior that the stats ALWAYS go down during the two weeks around Christmas. He says it doesn't make ANY difference, Christmas is just another WOG holiday, and there is NO reason for public not to be in the org. He says stats should go UP during vactions, because public people have MORE free time when they don't have to be at work. When I tried to tell him that ALL orgs have down stats around Christmas, he started SCREAMING that he's had enough BACKFLASH from me. He put me in DOUBT and sent me to ethics. This may be my last entry in my secret diary. If I go to the RPF, I'll never have ANY privacy or be able to steal ANY free time to write in it. At least I'm writing it anonymously, and I don't mention my post or names or anything, so if someone DOES find it [which is very unlikely down here in central files, where they can't even find your PC folders when they need them in the AO] they won't know who wrote it. We'll see what tomorrow brings . . . tomorrow. Til then, I've GOT to get some SLEEP!